My Story:
This is my second bout with breast cancer. The first time was 13 years ago and I went through the process asking questions and accepting treatment. I spent the years following learning to deal with fibromyalgia that was triggered by the cancer treatments. And I told myself I would never go through chemotherapy again. When i discovered the lump this time, in May 2008, I knew what it was before I went for the diagnostic mammogram. Don't ask me how, I just knew. There were many things in my life that were not okay, that were huge burdens, and in my head I though I didn't want to be here anymore. I have wonderful children, a husband, parents, and many siblings I love, but I knew a journey with cancer was a lone and solitary journey. I had to reach deep within myself to find the strength to fight, and to make the choice to live. In the process, I discovered God had prepared me to deal with this ugly monster again. I have been better able to care for myself, to feel good in-between the bad times, and stronger; I have felt more educated about choices. And throughout the six months of treatment, prayer has brought me strength, solace, and peace.
My hope for anyone struggling with an illness such as cancer, is that you may find the answers you need. i hope and pray for you that you have the strength to fight, and to be a survivor. If I can do it twice, you can do it!
